Sugar n spice & all that's nice!!

Hm.. I think today what i am, i am because of you yes, i miss you.. thinking that you were there for so many ppl, and me.. when today i feel that i need you to share the burden of my happiness, you just aren't there.. i feel like asking why mee?? i mean why me.. why do i miss u so much.. if i began cherishing all the lovely times we spent together, from gettin up early and frying samosas for our breakfast, to walking in the park in evening, and later on enjoying corn.. i miss it.. i miss you.. because u r the bestest mom in this world, n no one can ever love me as much as u do, except God. i love you mom.. i really miss you too. i never ever said good bye to you.. i just couldnt bring myself to do it. i never knew that once u r leaving the house for hospital, u'll never come back.. never.. why?? my own trust that u would come back, it shattered the day u left.. i can now never make myself believe anything.. so strong was my belief that u will come back mom from the hosp. life w...

I want to write, but my pen can not pen it.. its only to be felt.. I am in a despair.. there are words going around in my mind, through my heart, which I simply can't etch here.. till I get to write aLL of that, I won''t be at ease...