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Hm.. I think today what i am, i am because of you yes, i miss you.. thinking that you were there for so many ppl, and me.. when today i feel that i need you to share the burden of my happiness, you just aren't there.. i feel like asking why mee?? i mean why me.. why do i miss u so much.. if i began cherishing all the lovely times we spent together, from gettin up early and frying samosas for our breakfast, to walking in the park in evening, and later on enjoying corn.. i miss it.. i miss you.. because u r the bestest mom in this world, n no one can ever love me as much as u do, except God. i love you mom.. i really miss you too. i never ever said good bye to you.. i just couldnt bring myself to do it. i never knew that once u r leaving the house for hospital, u'll never come back.. never.. why?? my own trust that u would come back, it shattered the day u left.. i can now never make myself believe anything.. so strong was my belief that u will come back mom from the hosp. life w...

I want to write, but my pen can not pen it.. its only to be felt.. I am in a despair.. there are words going around in my mind, through my heart, which I simply can't etch here.. till I get to write aLL of that, I won''t be at ease...

Hiii once again... ok, if you were asked how much do u detest when sumone hides something from you, delibrately, undelibrately, intentionally, unintentionally, and considering that that sumone is one of your really close associate.. on a scale of 0 to 10, 0 being not at all, to 10 being all the time, how would you rate your detest for them..???? For me, it ought to be 9.999999, but since these are discrete no.s hence, i wont be ratin it 9.9999999.. :D lol on a more serious note, since its coming from sumone close, i'd say 9.. not 10, coz of unintentional behaviour.. need a good response.. take care.. byeeee...

Hmm.. I just thought I'd be a bit more regular in blogging!! Moving on, I found this here ... Men always want to be a woman’s first love. That is their clumsy vanity. We women have a more subtle instinct about things. What we want is to be a man’s last romance I for one, have always heard the opposite, and have seen it go that way too, that men want to be a woman's last love, and women wanting to be man's first love.. :D whay do u guys think??(i.e, if u do think actually =P) besides that, what else.. hmm.. i m missing my best friend, this post goes out to my bestest friend!!! :D

Fantastic video, must say!! I have grown so addicted to The Cosby Show, I wish I just keep on watching it..

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okay, so I turn 22 today.. and though bit by bit, I am growing old.. I don't feel an inch old.. I am still the kid at heart.. I recall saying in Memories that I am no more the kid.. I somehow do feel like it.. I really don't know when I'll be finally growing out of the kid that is in me.. they say, boorhay bachchay baraber hotay hayn.. I am not boorhee exactly.. but somehow this childishness gets on my nerves, as well as I blv on other ppl's nerves too.. and what else.. hmm... well, lets see how the day goes on.. :) God bless me.. Ameen.. -- x