Sugar n spice & all that's nice!!

some things in life never return.. some people in life never revert! thats precisely what i've learned in 23 yrs of what we call life. sometimes i get so nosalgic that its hard to hold back myself.. i eat chaat lotsa times, but its never equivalent to that chaat that i shared with you.. i have gone shopping so many times.. but its so not the same without you.. i have had headaches on and off, they never get that better as they did when u kept ur hand on my forehead.. i miss the old times.. i miss goin out with u book shopping.. wowiee.. i have all the best sellers.. u urged me to read. and today i cant part with them.. gosh, i have minimised reading!! u told me to read afshan.. it was the first urdu novel that i took to reading.. and since then, i developed an interest in urdu novels.. and nothing is the same.. i had your love... i cud do anything with it.. after you, you left me to someone who is loving too.. but i cant stop missing you... i just cant come out of the past.. i love...

If someone loves you so much, so much so muchhh that they care for ur slightest wishes, your desired pleasures, your awaited dreams, can you not forgive n forget their past mistakes.. i m sure u can

Hey ya'll Happy Eid mubarakk... haha.. wishin on the third day of Eid.. but well.. was busy enjoying eid with family.. n him.. :) the first day was amazing.. went for long long drive.. enjoyed.. second day went bowling.. chand raat also was fun.. applied henna.. slept late.. woke up early and then waited for him to come home from eid namaz it was all so good!!!!!! n guess what heres my eidiyahhh truly fantabulous!!

Sometimes I get asked why do I love Karachi so much!! And I am at a loss of words with them!! How often can you tell people that the only reason sometimes someone needs to go to a city in a third world country is family n ties that bind you!! how often can you tell them that your mother resides in her grave there.. and how can you tell that you miss the misty smell of the mud on that grave.. that you know the one place which has the ability to absorb tears is that mud!!! that the only location that holds all those memories is there!! wish people understand!! as time nears by, I feel so excited.. Karachi i love you, and Karachi! I miss you! I miss those evenings, I miss those tea times that I had with my lives right in your centre!!!

my latest funda, passion, tashan.. whatever u wanna call it.. its BADMINTON!!!!! WOOOO it rocks.. i just love playing... heres our stuff!! i used to play badmin. for 25 minutes daily wen in hi skool.. wow.. that was immense fun! man, i wanna play now.. out.. to hitting the birdie!!1 :D

i always contemplate the lyrics of any song, qawwali, whatever it is.. its not just the rythm.. the words count.. and here goes... something i loved as a child, and something i loved as a youth!!!! first goes: Aap se milke hum, kuch badal say ga’ay (after having met you, I have changed somewhat) Shair parhnay lagay, gungunay lagay (I've started reading poetry, humming to myself) Pehlay mashhoor thi, apni sanjeedgi (first I was well-known for my seriousness) Ub to jab daykhiyeah muskuranay lagay (now everytime I'm seen smiling) Aap se milke hum, kuch badal say ga’ay Shair parhnay lagay, gungunay lagay Hum ko logo say milnay ka kab shouq tha (when was I ever interested in socializing) Mehfil araii ka, kab hamay zouq tha (in gatherings, and relish) Aap kay wastay hum nay yeah bhi kia (for you, I even did this) Milnay julnay lagay, aanay janay lagay (started mingling, started going out) Aap se milke hum, kuch badal say ga’ay Shair parhnay lagay, gungunay lagay Hum nay jab aap ki da...

:) happy birthday SS (special someone)! may you have lots of happiness prosperity and joy in your life.. and enjoy your life with ur sweet wife! :) yesterdy was fun.. his pre bday bash was fun, midnite was fun, and ofcourse SS loved the gift.. it was fun! and... fun!!! love you SS!