Sugar n spice & all that's nice!!

hey there my fellow bloggers who read.. yes, i know u sneak up here to read what i write, but are too shy to comment.. hehe!! no probs!! anyways, life is hectic.. so much going on, tests coming up.. alhamdulillah i think we passed a big test that God had for us!! so its all well now, God loves us a lot, I know that, He never means bad for us, and alls cool!! btw, my valentines gift.. yoohoo.. i got an HTC touch pro.. yippee!!!! it was so random!! i love it, n i love him.. hehe.. he loves me too :!!!: heheh.. and what else, yep, last night was good.. i had a lot fun, a relaxation from this world that was never there.. i talked to my bro. in pakiland for quite a couple of minutes and it was tremendous! Besides that eating a bihari kabab roll and dahi puri under the chilly wind and dusky sky with ur soulmate is great!! I can never forget our mini picnic at Mamzar beach, with beach chairs sprawled .. slight drizzle to keep the flow, nihari and bihari kabab.. and us two!!!! :) mashaAllah!!...

i miss you so much.. i just wanna dig myself in ur arms so that i m in a world of tranquil!! i really love you n miss you too much. i cant even express it! i so want you!! happy birthday sometimes i donno, i feel maybe u can read all this, i still aint sure... but its a relief for me to write i knowu know what i feel.. today when there is so much for me to share witrh u, the happiness n the joy, i just cant!!

Salima Khatoon looked appreciatevely at Meena. Meena.. her youngest of three daughters and two sons. Meena, the prettiest of her children. Meena held Sunbul in one hand and her feeder in the other. Sunbul looked tentatively at Meena.. All three were gathered in Salima Khatoon's room and Salima knew that the one thing that most definitely puts Sunbul to sleep is rocking her to the sweetest rhyme of all times.. baby baby so ja laal palang pe soja ammi abbu ayen gay, lal khilonay layen gay!! As Salima sang, Meena joined her and they put lil sumbulina to sleep.. Meena had always been a late sleeper, n early riser.. weird but thats how she was. Salima and Meena talk nineteen to the dozen before they sleep.. today also Meena was in a chitter chatter mood, and salima couldn't say no to her sweet Meena.. Meena needed someone to talk to and Salima is, was and would always be there for her.. as Meena buzzed, Salima couldnt help but notice her arm gestures.. slender, and slim, they were p...

hey there!! my own privvy lil space!!! aah!! i donno why today i m remembering all that went on some three to 5 to eight yrs ago!!!!! why did i have to achieve those records.. without u there to praise me!!! could anything in the world be better than showin u my grade book!!!???? nope!!!! mom, missin u.. seems just like yesterday, when my name was in the papers.. God!!! just when i didnt even did well.. i mean, without u i was pathetic frankly.. i hardly studied.. thanks to S,T, S and H who were brilliant with me... you loved my grades..u surely did.. it had always been my wish to make u proud of me..i think i did! i miss my friends tho.. its true i have new friends.. my best friend is with me.. but that will not stop me from missing S, S and H!!! and .. i think i cant write morer!! maybe later.. not now..

Tujh mein Rabb dikhta hai, yaara mein kya karoon!!!! i so agree with this line.. Allah has recommended us to creat Godly qualities in us!! so this goes with it!!!! though sajday wali baat kuch ajeeb hai!! kaheen shirk na ho jaye!! khair.. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------is ke ilawa.. hmm i just love typing roman urdu!!! its immense fun.. donno why, but considering chaps out there may hav trouble m stickin to English.. i'm so out of reading n all that at times i feel i m losing all my vocab n all!!! guess what!! my letter got published.. yoohoooo!!! it s a small step out of the 1000 step ladder.. hahaha dream cum true... so i m concentratin on reading.. used to be an avid reader!!!! got so many books from london.. did i mention i went out!!?? :P london, paris, milano, venice, zurich!!! it was totally fabulous!! each place now holds a special place!! i can not forget the snow in switz!! the snow fights we had... ooohoohhohooooooooo...

some things in life never return.. some people in life never revert! thats precisely what i've learned in 23 yrs of what we call life. sometimes i get so nosalgic that its hard to hold back myself.. i eat chaat lotsa times, but its never equivalent to that chaat that i shared with you.. i have gone shopping so many times.. but its so not the same without you.. i have had headaches on and off, they never get that better as they did when u kept ur hand on my forehead.. i miss the old times.. i miss goin out with u book shopping.. wowiee.. i have all the best sellers.. u urged me to read. and today i cant part with them.. gosh, i have minimised reading!! u told me to read afshan.. it was the first urdu novel that i took to reading.. and since then, i developed an interest in urdu novels.. and nothing is the same.. i had your love... i cud do anything with it.. after you, you left me to someone who is loving too.. but i cant stop missing you... i just cant come out of the past.. i love...

If someone loves you so much, so much so muchhh that they care for ur slightest wishes, your desired pleasures, your awaited dreams, can you not forgive n forget their past mistakes.. i m sure u can