Its been long, so long!!

Dear Diary,

Its been so long.. so many days have passed, so many nites, so much have gone past... its 2009!! heck, n m reaching me silver jubs.. i donno all of a sudden i feel bad being so olddddddddddddddd..
Khayr, lots hav happened.. So busy in Ramadhan, love cooking to bits.. it helps being appreciated.. i luv it wen sumone asks, who made samosay??? :) yeah m like that, i luv being acknowledged.. even if its for a samosa!! hehe

so have made yum yum iftar today.. waiting to brk the fast now!! still sum 5 hrs left..

sumtimes i meet ppl who feel a similar pain to mine.. i try sharing.. i feel like holding their hands, n jus making them feel that u r not alone.. sumtimes it helps.. but there is no way how to.. pain shared i know isnt pain reduced, but sumhow its better... u feel that sum1 else understands ur pain!!
wat heppens in life isnt sum1s personal fault, sum things are jhust meant to be, u cant help it, but u have to move on.. as life moves on, there is no waiting room here.. whoever waits is stuck! move on n let others move on!!

:) theres more to life than just sulking over things on which we hav no control, and on which others hav no control!!

Eid is cumin up in just 6 or 7 days.. m really excited, theres a surprise in store.. Somehow i always love eid times.. :) i know, girlish.. but applyin henna n wearin kanch ki churiyaan has its own charm, to top it all wearing the garland on the wrist.. hmmm.. shucks i m missing khi, jahan gajray waley her signal mil jatay thay n AB wud get me 2, sumtimes 4. 2 for each hand haha!! :)

I eveN CARRIED gajray in my luggage for me, when i came back frm karachee in may!! the fragrance is just out of this world, tho not better than ones found in heaven.. (i say as if iahv smelled them.. :P)

so to all these reading, drop a line here.. :P n remember us in ur prayers.. cuz theres nothign more wanted than a silent prayer.. prayers for ya'll too!!!

Okieee
ciaooo