Sugar n spice & all that's nice!!

I really donno why but whenever I come here to jot something down, it has always almost been about you! I miss you tonnes, I so so wish to have you near me again! I just cant forget that day, the day which was the beginning of all of that.. You had always saved me from every everything, literally everything, I knew that just by digging my head in your godee will release me from all worries, today I miss you like my son misses me! honest, he cries when he doesnt see me around for like some time, how do I cry? I m grownup na!! can't even cry... just silently, me n my tears!! We used to watch that Ariel maa together.. I am being so entirely kiddish right now, I just want you back.. please come back.. come in my dreams again.. I am so nothing without you.. Its not even possible, but for every moment that I live, I am one step closer to meeting you, for every one breath that I take, I am finishing my finite breaths! For each second gone, I am one second closer to you! 6 years down, wish...