Sugar n spice & all that's nice!!

There are days when I think love is exactly as depicted in the saas bahu serials, jab mehboob samne aye then everything stops, its just you n them, nothing else noone else, the winds blowing... i can never forget the  Mein Hoon Naa scene!! SRK tou apne band ke sath Sushmita ko dekhta tha!! hehee!! atleast mere case koi band nahee hay, koi guitarist ki team nahee hay, just me n him, but nothign else!! kuch aur nahee!! and then there are days when a cup of tea at midnyte is not enuff solace for someone missing.. no .. no matter how many cups I drink, I dont get any satisfaction, n my sleep drifts further away!! WHAT TO DO!! :(:( and there are days when I just hum some sad song for some stupid reason... and then there are days when I am so happy that nothing matters.. God!! life is so strange!! We meet people we could never hav imagined we'd meet!! honestly, I know people around who are plain blessing that I know them! Its a small world afterall!! And then the day...

.. Hum bewafa hargiz na thay per hum wafa ker na sakay!!! Hum ko mili uski saza jo hum khata ker na sakay!!! hehee!! saza tou milni hi thi, bcx thats how life goes on!! ghalti no ghalti, saza hi saza!!! ...

From childhood till teenage we were taught tht everything happens for a reason, nothing is pointless! A couple of days ago, i was thinking why the hell didi enroll myself fr sum stupid bsc course. I was immature mebbe, just wanted to have a degree in my hand, when I had so much more interest, n mebbe a bit more calibre.. I could have easily opted for a diploma course in montessori!! I could have gone in fine arts .. I could hav studied my fave psychology man.. but i donno what went in me, there was a reason... ammi baba dint want me to go so far, karachi university was real far frm my place, going in a public bus was something u wont prefer when in karachi! but i remember i gave entrance tests everywhere!! frikkin showoff i was! so well, i went to KU as well.. i was fasting that day, it was so hot.. shoot, pyaas lagee thee!! i had got woh SAT wali books to study.. gosh, and after it all, i topped the merit list.. i got call frm tghe uni to join it.. I dint go for the interview.. m...