Sugar n spice & all that's nice!!

one week, one awesome week! spiritual, physical!! left my heart in Karbala!! wanna go again!!!

14th July, that was it.. 4 yrs down the lane! I could never forget,4th of July, we went to Sadus sisters wedding..everything was fine, no pain, no illness!!! we met lots of people.. people who to date can't believe u r gone! It was 5 am in the morning, just fajr!! when it shot up! the pain, that is.. from that day on it continued till 14 days! I can never forget! today as i woke up, i was reliving each of those moments, the fajr, the emergency ward, then the ICU.. i remember what clothes u wore, heck, i remember myself clad in the pink suit which we designed ourselves. it was the first day in my life when someone from my family was admitted in the hospital in front of my eyes! It was the first time i felt what millions of people sitting outside the gates of the ICU feel. And maybe it was the first time I realised I can't bear to part with you! I thought you'll be there forever.. I thought life doesnt stop in this world. Today is also the eve of 22nd Rajab.. the day we shif...

If I am asked to post lyrics of one song that describes my life, this would it be!! cuz its all abt the momemnts.. her pal ho yaadgaar!! yaaron jee bhar ke jee le pal lagta hai aaj kal daur apna aayega yaaron jo khud pe ho yakeen to zindagi haseen tujhe kal bulaayega hai junoon hai junoon sa jeene mein hai junoon hai junoon sa seene mein kahin jaise koi dhun baje raahon mein dekho hai manzar saje saare hum hi hum jahaan mein har jagah sapne sajaane ki hum ko mili wajah ye agar jo sach nahi to sach bhala hai kya yaaron apne hisaab se dil ki kitaab pe kuchh to naya likho yaaron anjaam ki fikar na karti ye umar fir kyun bhala daro hai junoon hai junoon sa jeene mein hai junoon hai junoon sa seene mein hai junoon.. hai junoon.. kabhi jo milenge raaste pal mein hi chamkegi hasi puraani to kaho kya kahoge phir hamein kaise chhupaoge nami ye palkon ki ye pata hai kya hua hua hai kyun pata yaaron jee bhar ke jee le pal lagta hai aaj kal daur apna aayega yaaron jo khud pe ho yakeen to zindagi h...

I feel so light.. all of a sudden... it feels good!! :)

The bride was the typical Desi bride. Clad in a maroon sharara , she was at ther very best. Just below the stage, her mother sat, looking at her every now and then. The groom then entered. And then the grooms mother looked at him. Sitting a bit far from them I don't know why, or how but I noticed all of this. And then the brides mother looked at the bride again, their eyes met, the bride smiled nervously, and the mother smiled confidently. I remember my excitement, my nervousness, my confidence, and the longing!! yes, thats how it is. But I dont know why.. Why .. Did she see me! Was she also smiling? Was she happy like anything to see me clad in the white and pink sharara ? Did she approve my look? She must have wanted to hug me, and hold me tight!!! Cuz thats what I wanted too!! And she must have prayed for me cuz she loved us.. and the sight was a beautiful one. Its her prayers that are hovering above us all the time, thank youuu!! :(