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The HARD Night!!

6 years and 14 nights..
6 years and 20 years..
6 years and an unforgettable you!!!

The first 14 nights in my life that I spent without you.. you in a hospital bed and I...

Tonight is one hard night, I have images of you, the hospital, the doctors, the death, the funeral, and all that follows!YOu were smiling while going.. YOur smile gave us a reason to live, I guess thats why I'm still alive.. As you lay clad in the white coffin clothes... I remember standing amidst all the females, it was like I was thrown out from my ship into the ocean! I remember going back home after the funeral.. I don't who made suji ka halwa .. They all came they all prayed, it was house full but they all left.. It was just us then.. It was also a hard night..maybe the hardest, it was the first one without you in this world!
and that was just the beginning of the end!!
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?I donno what I've typed out up there, but the night which was hard, was turned easy for me.. :) alhamdulillah!! God is Great, He closes one door, but opens another one.. ALWAYS!!
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