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Special Someone!

Sometimes when I get "me" days i like it, I grab cheetos, open up youtube and watch all sorts of videos(dont get me wrong) from dramas to movies to cartoons..yes, i absolutely love the me time tht i get.. i love the spacious king size bed that i hve all to myself, i love sleeping on my partners pillow.. :P and i love the tv remote all to myself, i love the fact that no more morning madness, wake up at 10 but after 2 days I get sick of doing it all alone.. yes, i miss you when u r not there to share my cheetos, n i miss you when the extra 7 up lays in the can till morning.. oh, n i miss u most when someone has to switch off the light, and theres no one to do it besides me!!  but thats not all, I miss it most when you are not there to calm me from my nightmares, I miss you most whn I need my good night hug, and also when there comes the funny moment in youtube, I look to my right but u aint there.. its 3 30 and insomnia has struck me again!! I just cant sleep! come back soon!

some people hav the charm, you are one of them :)

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