Sugar n spice & all that's nice!!

6 years and 14 nights.. 6 years and 20 years.. 6 years and an unforgettable you!!! The first 14 nights in my life that I spent without you.. you in a hospital bed and I... Tonight is one hard night, I have images of you, the hospital, the doctors, the death, the funeral, and all that follows!YOu were smiling while going.. YOur smile gave us a reason to live, I guess thats why I'm still alive.. As you lay clad in the white coffin clothes... I remember standing amidst all the females, it was like I was thrown out from my ship into the ocean! I remember going back home after the funeral.. I don't who made suji ka halwa .. They all came they all prayed, it was house full but they all left.. It was just us then.. It was also a hard night..maybe the hardest, it was the first one without you in this world! and that was just the beginning of the end!! --- ?I donno what I've typed out up there, but the night which was hard, was turned easy for me.. :) alhamdulillah!! God is Great, H...

Time flies!! 2 yrs ago I thought there was a lot to do before dying!! http://potatoblues.blogspot.com/2009/06/and-miles-to-go-before-i-diesleep.html anyways out of that list, happy that I've achieved ONE!! guess which one?? I have a nikon yayy and its been 2 years since I've been to that secret hangout!! yeshh!! :( but I havent done anything else!! :( and life is too short!!!! tooo short man! how will i do???

Did you look out of your window today? I did and I saw a half moon,golden and peeping through the clouds. What a heavenly sight it was, not just because it was beautiful, but partially because it has so many memories tht are attached to it.. I love the moon, with all the shapes tht it takes, and all the beautiful colors tht it incorporates, When a cresent its white when half its golden yellow, and when its a full moon, it has a shade which I am unable to describe!!! Oft when I look at the cresent or the half moon, it reminds me of your smile.. You always smiled no matter what, you were brave! As I looked at the moon from the window of my car, I couldn't help missing you more.. It looked like you are smiling down at me from the heavens.. .. Its almost 2nd december! People are gonna celebrate the National Day.. And I am gonna think of you.. All tonight ..

:`( nothing less nothing more!

If you ask somebody what does rough mean, then.. they might say.. errmm.. opposite of smooth some might say uneven surface.. and then ofcourse there are others who can relate to harsh.. but to gazillions of people (the less unfortunate ones out of the 7 bn ) rough means only one thing.. LIFE! for them just life itself is rough, nothing less nothing more!! Thank you Allah for all that you've blessed me with.

I really donno why but whenever I come here to jot something down, it has always almost been about you! I miss you tonnes, I so so wish to have you near me again! I just cant forget that day, the day which was the beginning of all of that.. You had always saved me from every everything, literally everything, I knew that just by digging my head in your godee will release me from all worries, today I miss you like my son misses me! honest, he cries when he doesnt see me around for like some time, how do I cry? I m grownup na!! can't even cry... just silently, me n my tears!! We used to watch that Ariel maa together.. I am being so entirely kiddish right now, I just want you back.. please come back.. come in my dreams again.. I am so nothing without you.. Its not even possible, but for every moment that I live, I am one step closer to meeting you, for every one breath that I take, I am finishing my finite breaths! For each second gone, I am one second closer to you! 6 years down, wish...

i just want to thank Allah for sending my chinky in our lives!! he