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Its one of those warm summer nights, when you are feeling cold and shiverrish in the AC. One of those nights when everything around you seems calm and stable, but the storm that's cooking up inside you is killing you. One of those lonely nights you wish there was someone around to share a cup of hot tea in that storm of emotions, a shoulder to cry upon, a teddy bear of a hug to make you warm and fuzzy, those nights you wish you just had a book that could transport you into another world, a world of no worries, no tensions, no dreams, no desires, no hopes, and no wishes.. Just another world... God has made a lot of galaxies, lots of planets, Earth is just one of them, and I am just a nobody living n the huge Earth!!! Somewhere around I wonder there must be another Earth, where there would be another lost soul, who might or might not be equally worried as me... maybe that another world would be guilt free, worry free, anxiety free... sometimes this anxiety of mine takes my appetite away, and yet the scales don't do me justice...(Why the H did I punch in that joke.. I just made myself laugh) thanks Me!!

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