Truly, Madly, Deeply!!

My first song dedication !! Savage Gardens.. :)


I'll be ur wish, I'll be ur dream, I'll be ur fantasy..
I'll be ur hope, I'll be ur luv, be everything that u need..
I luv u more with every breathe, TRULY, MADLY, DEEPLY do
I'll be strong I'll be faithful, Cos I'm counting on
A new beginning,
A reason for living,
A deeper meaning...

I wanna stand with u on a mountain,
I wanna bathe with u in the sea,
I wanna lay like this forever..
Until the sky falls down on meee... yeahhhhh!! :)

just luv the lyrics!! so deeply emotional.. n jus exactly wat we feel!!

aahhh.. sorry for being away.. i knw theres atleast one person who missed me.. was real busy, n didnt feel like blogging.. it was writers blox!! :P

anywho, stay tuned!

m alive!

Hum bewafa hargiz na thay, per hum wafa ker na sakay,
Hum ko mili uski saza jo hum khata ker na sakay.

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jussttt love the lyricsssss

tum ne kiya jo shikwa, hum woh gila ker na sakay...
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i wont depress u guys with my udaas bulbul chehra.. so go n enjoy.. the world is very beautiful, u just need to have it in u.. as they say beauty lies in the eyes of beholder.. i think my sun shades have kept me away from seeing the beauty!!~ jokess..

sorry for no blogging.. was real busy in life with life thru life!! :)

Its been long, so long!!

Dear Diary,

Its been so long.. so many days have passed, so many nites, so much have gone past... its 2009!! heck, n m reaching me silver jubs.. i donno all of a sudden i feel bad being so olddddddddddddddd..
Khayr, lots hav happened.. So busy in Ramadhan, love cooking to bits.. it helps being appreciated.. i luv it wen sumone asks, who made samosay??? :) yeah m like that, i luv being acknowledged.. even if its for a samosa!! hehe

so have made yum yum iftar today.. waiting to brk the fast now!! still sum 5 hrs left..

sumtimes i meet ppl who feel a similar pain to mine.. i try sharing.. i feel like holding their hands, n jus making them feel that u r not alone.. sumtimes it helps.. but there is no way how to.. pain shared i know isnt pain reduced, but sumhow its better... u feel that sum1 else understands ur pain!!
wat heppens in life isnt sum1s personal fault, sum things are jhust meant to be, u cant help it, but u have to move on.. as life moves on, there is no waiting room here.. whoever waits is stuck! move on n let others move on!!

:) theres more to life than just sulking over things on which we hav no control, and on which others hav no control!!

Eid is cumin up in just 6 or 7 days.. m really excited, theres a surprise in store.. Somehow i always love eid times.. :) i know, girlish.. but applyin henna n wearin kanch ki churiyaan has its own charm, to top it all wearing the garland on the wrist.. hmmm.. shucks i m missing khi, jahan gajray waley her signal mil jatay thay n AB wud get me 2, sumtimes 4. 2 for each hand haha!! :)

I eveN CARRIED gajray in my luggage for me, when i came back frm karachee in may!! the fragrance is just out of this world, tho not better than ones found in heaven.. (i say as if iahv smelled them.. :P)

so to all these reading, drop a line here.. :P n remember us in ur prayers.. cuz theres nothign more wanted than a silent prayer.. prayers for ya'll too!!!

Okieee
ciaooo

13 reasons why you love some one!!

1. You don't have to think before you speak to them.

2. You are best friends.

3. They would give up their fave pass time to be with you.

4. THey love you with all your faults.

5. Every moment spent with them is a moment of treasure.

6. You can ask them a dumb question without feeling dumb.

7. They've seen you at your worst and still love you.

8. They are always on your mind. :P

9. Its perfect when they are around.

10. They respect your dreams.

11. In the story of your life, the best chapters are full of them.

12. They just read your mind by looking at your forehead.

(and the only one reason out of all the above reasons to love them...)

13. b/c They are They

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Source:

Something I gave to someone I love some yrs ago!! :)

yayayayay

yayy..

:):):):):)
m so happy!!! mashaAllah!!!1

yo, i donno wat to say!!!!

thank youuuu!!!

Awarded, Tagged and Obsessed.. all in a go!!

Tagged by Americanising Desi and given this Fabulous Award!!

The rules for this award!

*List 5 obsessions

*Pass the word to 5 other blogs with their links

*Make sure u leave a com ment on their blog, so they know they've been tagged

*Link the person who awarded you!

K..

Here goes :

Moi first obsession:

I am so unsure actually!!

but well obsessions hav changed as I grew up!!

so now they are::

1. Gladiators!

Yes those hip styliish flats that have a zipper behind them . are my faves!! have the best ones out, and they are jus gorgeous!! Super duper creation.. best in the world of shoes.. honestly!!

2. Coats!

Manteaux!! love them so much.. have amzing ones too , mashaAllah

3. Travelling

4. Reading

5. Kabab Rolls and Bun kababs!!! hehe!!

am a desi after all heheh!!

All personal, 18 + obsessions kept out of reach of kiddies!! hehe!!

I am tagging

A woman of no importance

Rantings of a Paki Chick

The Voice of an Art Freak

Cloud Khizzy

Erase n Rewind

Done!! hehe!

50 first thought!

1. I feel like doing some blogging.


2. This is a nice tag.

3. I had an awesome totally rocking day at DCC with friends!


4. I can't blv i was out for 10 hrs at a go!

5. I am waiting for a call.

6. Lifes fast!


7. I've realised that my choices are good!! :) be it watches or shoes or anything.

8. I have a headache and I need a panadol..

9. Should I take it>?>>

10. 50 is far, I am just on 10.


11. Why do some people tend to make life miserable for me, when in fact they are not even a part of my life???

12.I wanna go sumwhere.. i wanna travel again

13. I hav never enjoyed travelling this much before.


14. Missing you


15. I have to do loads tomo.


16. I am fasting tomorrow!


17. What if its very hot.

18. Me ankles hurting.. (wear more gladiators... :P)

19. This orange juice is awesum

20. Days have flown by, slowly, but still .. cant blv its 18th already!

21. I am thinking of one fabulous sehri that we will be havin inshaAllah soon!!

22. Life n death are sudden!

23. God is Great!


24. Memories are beautiful


25. M happy for my bruv. missing u 2 bhaiyya!!! :(

26. I have had so much fun bein the only sis.. not to mention ladli.. of the two of them..

27. I miss those bachpan ke din.

28. I miss standing between the two of my bros. for a pose..

29. And I miss the tantrum i created when i said i m not a kid to stand in the middle.. (when i was.. :P)

30. I thought they thought of me as mad when they used to call me Bubbly.. :D

31. My childhood was great.

32. All of a sudden i wanna be a kid.

33. I miss my lil ponytail.. n my sweet silk hair.

34. Will I .. wont I...

35. Fasted today, and it was easyyyy

36. Loneliness is a term of the past!

37. I love my baby self..

38. I shud put up a pic..

39. If i am boring u.. pls excuse!

40. i m on 40...

41. When I am done with this.. what I am i gonna do next???

42. Too much reading.

43.. I'll hav a small sehriii.. consisting of slims n fizz!!

44. Yeah, I got my Slims from Pakiland!! yahhooo.. thanks dude!

45. Though I aint that hungry!

46. I recently watched Ansoo on utube!

47. Plannin to watch other dramas as well

48. Nothign so good as watching ptv dramas 10 yrs old..

49. Do u remember Ansoo???

50. Do u remember Iman n Isha, i m in love with the namessssssss

Truly I am!!

There are few names I just love...n loveee

Tagged: Dose of 5!!!

Tagged by AD again!!

Favorite Words:

1. Babloo!! (hehe)
2. Shucks!!
3. Fantabulous!!
4. Gol Gappa!
5. Awesome!

Favorite characters (Fiction):

1. Mr Darcy from Pride & Prejudice
2. Elizabeth Bennet from the same novel
3. Luke from Confessions of a Shopaholic
4. Elizabeth from Sweet Valley series!
5. Hassan from The Kite Runner

(i think i am obsessed with Elizabeth, thanking the fact that my childhood chum is nicknamed Lizzy!!)

Words That Must Be Banned :

1. FCUK
2. SHIT
3. BasTRad
4. ..
5. ..

i just hate the use of swear words, so make that all swear n cuss words be banned!

Favorite One Liners :

1. In three words I can sum up everything I've learnt about life, it goes on.

2. The best way 2 make your dreams come true is to wake up.

3. Life is like a jigsaw puzzle with most of the pieces missing.

4. Nobody needs a vacation more than someone who has just had one.

5. Why do people hate, when life is too short even for LOVE!!

Favourite Books:

1. Pride and Prejudice
2. The Kite Runner
3. Kartography
4. Broken Verses
5. The Alchemist

I tag all the readers!! pls do it, i love reading!!



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bye!

Alhamdulillah!!

3 yrs have gone by.. and we had a terrific time.. i remember all that we did.. each day.. each moment!!
lifes rushing now!!

I pray to Allah that I get to spend the remaining days, months or years of my life with him, happily, lovingly and all that... ;) with luv increasing with each day as it has been!!

Ameen summa Ameen!!

Shukar alhamdulillah.. Allahu Akbar!!

:)

yaYYY.. just waiting for u to cum back!

Tagged: 20 things naughty and naive

Tagged by AD
here goes:

1. What is your favorite item of clothing? Hmm.. Sshh.. i wuv my PJs.. besides that stuff, love long coat

2. What are your biggest obsessions? books, crafty items, sandals

3. Who inspires you? Mom, Him, My Bro.

4. Who is your favorite designer and why? I'd say that I love the designer of Thredz in khi, for their fabric which caters to hot summers, is trendy to the core, and has an elegance of its own.

5. What is your favourite song ever? Kailash kher's Saiyyan!!

6. What is your favorite song right now? Akons Right round..

7. If you were a sweet what would you be? Galaxy!

8. Red, orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo, violet – what words would you use to describe your rainbow? Love, Care, Kindness, Forgiveness, Shafqat, Humour, Junoon

9. What are your favorite films? Hmm.. hard singling out!

10. Who is your favorite actor? Matt Damon, Humayun Saeed, Shahrukh Khan

11. If you could be anywhere in the world right now, where would you be? He is outta station at the mo, so want to be with him.

12. What are your 3 favourite smells? That smell (pure din ke baad ghar aane wali.. ) , the smell of mud when raindrops fall over it (matti ki sondhi sondhi khushboo), and Versace Bright Crystal.

13. What are your 3 favorite tastes? Red Grapes, mango, chaat!!

14. What is your most treasured possession? Memories, my Franklin, photographs, n certain gifts!

15. What did you always want to be/do when you grew up? wanted to be a designer, and that I'm!! (somehow)

16. If you were an ice-cream what flavor would you be? Cheese cake

17. If someone made a short film about your life, who would play you? hmm, maybe Angelina Jolie!! :P:P

18. What would your perfect afternoon consist of? Lazing around with the curtains half shut so that it has the perfect amount of light in the room!!

19. If you were a flower what would you be? Rose

20. Tell me one random thing… be it your favorite line from a song, scene from a movie or quote from a book…..or tell me about something that you love-

I love walking in the rain, in the snow.. near the beach, sitting on the shore with a special someone close to heart, and no one in sight.. kinda like privvy beach!

love seeing the sun rise.. love seeing the full moon so much so that i'll show it to everyone i meet and its visible! taking pics with it in sight!!!

I tag all friends!
:)

"Kismat Konnection"

the first time i watched KK was with my best buddy, in cinema!! :P:P and it was terrific.. hehe.. somewhere end of july last yr..

Yesternite, was watching it all over again made me nostalgic! missing best buddy a lot!! n the kismet thingie comes up, i decide to pick up the phone to tell them abt the movie, n lo n behold the HTC vibrates and singS!! they called... dil se dil ka raah!!

come back soon buddy!

wats new...

i have a new outfit waiting for me to put it on..
long kurta with straight pants!! awesome shade!!

M excited!!

M waiting for the blessed month to start... blessings will inshaAllah come our way!!
Wish u all a blessed life!!

... ... ... (( ... * * ... )) ... ... ...hi

So many things, events, months are coming up!
and I wish that Allah makes them go smoothly for us!
I am already beginning to feel the awesome sehris we go out for!! and the yummiest iftars we hav at home!

Goshhh, missingg special someone!

:(

There is nothing but beauty which we all witness from God!

SubhanAllah..

Nobody except the Prophet's Progeny could utter these words..

Lady Zainab a.s had said words which meant this when Ibne Ziyad asked her what God had done to their family..

simply beautiful

its a role model statement for us. Wanna go Syria now!!!
Today, we muslims upon little troubles and difficulties are so shikwakun that we start complaining why God did this to us.. why oh why.. and the laments continue, esp. mine!!! so its high time.. I mean, her not one but 18 brothers were martyred, their hijabs looted, they were made prisoners.. the kids died in front of them for lack of water.. and yet, they say, I have not seen anything from God, but goodness..

MashaAllah
If anyone of us learn this thing and apply it at most points in our life, no one can stop us from the heavenly abode...

back!

one week, one awesome week!
spiritual, physical!!

left my heart in Karbala!! wanna go again!!!

The beginning..

14th July, that was it.. 4 yrs down the lane! I could never forget,4th of July, we went to Sadus sisters wedding..everything was fine, no pain, no illness!!! we met lots of people.. people who to date can't believe u r gone!

It was 5 am in the morning, just fajr!! when it shot up! the pain, that is.. from that day on it continued till 14 days! I can never forget! today as i woke up, i was reliving each of those moments, the fajr, the emergency ward, then the ICU.. i remember what clothes u wore, heck, i remember myself clad in the pink suit which we designed ourselves. it was the first day in my life when someone from my family was admitted in the hospital in front of my eyes! It was the first time i felt what millions of people sitting outside the gates of the ICU feel. And maybe it was the first time I realised I can't bear to part with you! I thought you'll be there forever.. I thought life doesnt stop in this world.

Today is also the eve of 22nd Rajab.. the day we shifted in our new house.. aah, the memories.. our kittens.. our tree.. our bageecha!! its all so meaningless without u.. even today when i am back home in khi, when i sit outside in the lawn, a cup of tea in my hand! i miss the lady who sat with me, who never let me be alone at any point of my life!! even today I feel you , your duas, n ur eye on me..
(A humble request to all readers for prayers and al Fatiha)

Hay Junoon Sa Jeenay Mein!

If I am asked to post lyrics of one song that describes my life, this would it be!!
cuz its all abt the momemnts.. her pal ho yaadgaar!!

yaaron jee bhar ke jee le pal
lagta hai aaj kal
daur apna aayega

yaaron jo khud pe ho yakeen
to zindagi haseen
tujhe kal bulaayega

hai junoon
hai junoon sa jeene mein
hai junoon
hai junoon sa seene mein


kahin jaise koi
dhun baje
raahon mein dekho hai
manzar saje saare

hum hi hum jahaan mein
har jagah
sapne sajaane ki hum ko
mili wajah

ye agar jo sach nahi
to sach bhala hai kya

yaaron apne hisaab se
dil ki kitaab pe
kuchh to naya likho

yaaron anjaam ki fikar
na karti ye umar
fir kyun bhala daro

hai junoon
hai junoon sa jeene mein
hai junoon
hai junoon sa seene mein

hai junoon..
hai junoon..

kabhi jo milenge raaste
pal mein hi chamkegi hasi puraani
to kaho kya kahoge
phir hamein
kaise chhupaoge nami ye
palkon ki

ye pata hai kya hua
hua hai kyun pata
yaaron jee bhar ke jee le pal
lagta hai aaj kal
daur apna aayega

yaaron jo khud pe ho yakeen
to zindagi haseen
tujhe kal bulaayega

hai junoon
hai junoon sa jeene mein
hai junoon
hai junoon sa seene mein

Hay Junooooonnn sa jeenay mein!!! literally yes, mashaAllah!!!

I feel so light.. all of a sudden... it feels good!! :)

Bride & Groom!

The bride was the typical Desi bride. Clad in a maroon sharara, she was at ther very best. Just below the stage, her mother sat, looking at her every now and then. The groom then entered. And then the grooms mother looked at him.

Sitting a bit far from them I don't know why, or how but I noticed all of this. And then the brides mother looked at the bride again, their eyes met, the bride smiled nervously, and the mother smiled confidently.

I remember my excitement, my nervousness, my confidence, and the longing!! yes, thats how it is. But I dont know why.. Why .. Did she see me! Was she also smiling? Was she happy like anything to see me clad in the white and pink sharara? Did she approve my look? She must have wanted to hug me, and hold me tight!!! Cuz thats what I wanted too!! And she must have prayed for me cuz she loved us.. and the sight was a beautiful one. Its her prayers that are hovering above us all the time, thank youuu!!

:(

And Miles to Go Before I die/sleep!!

The woods are lovely, dark and deep,
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.

- Robert Frost, "Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening"

Amazing piece..

And then by Celine Dion, Miles to go before I sleep..

Such an amazing phrase!

So.. same here.. i know all of this casualness in life is sweet but there is a lot i prefer to do before i hit my deathbed!!

I donno if i can do all of that, but I am sure I will try!!

.Own a cute cafe/shisha house!! which will always hold a reserved place for me n my buddy!!
.Write a novel
.Be a top class columnist, own a spot in wknd!! or maybe Friday.. yes, i have high aims..:P i love reading Amar Jaleels column in Dawn magazine, and Ardeshir Cowasjees column too!!
.Be well versed in literature n Islam.
.Have that professional camera.
.Be a radio jockey, host the best show!!
.Catch up with my prose!!! urdu prose only!!
.Have a reknowned blog! :P
.Be a Newyorker, if only for few days to see whats it like in the Fifth avenue!

:)
I think abhi tak I am up for all these, but one lifes too short to accomplish it all, what say!!

There are miles and smiles to go before I sleep..
Wish me all the best.. i need it!! :)

Also, theres nothin in dubai like this place which we visit since more than 3 yrs, its our secret hangout hideout!! n i like to keep it that way! :P view pic above pls to avoid confusion!

cheers,
toodles!our secret hangout hideout!! n i like to keep it that way! :P

April Fools Day!!! and my Birthday!!

Happy birthday to me!!

yaay!!

:)
will post the fun tomorrow!! ;)

Tagged 2

Rules:
1. You can ONLY answer Yes or No!
2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages or comments you and Asks!

Now, here's what you're supposed to do... And please do not spoil the Fun. Copy and paste this into your notes , delete my answers, type in your answers and tag as many of your friends as you'd like to.

kissed any of your facebook friends?... umm No..
Been arrested?... No
Kissed someone you didn't like?... No
Slept in until 5 PM? ... No
Fallen asleep at work/school?... YES
Held a snake? ..NoO
Ran a red light?..kinda yes!
Been suspended from school?.. No
Totaled your car/motorbike in an accident? ...No
Been fired from a job? ...No
Sang karaoke? ...No
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? ...Yes
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? ...yes
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? ...No
Kissed in the rain? ...Yes
Sang in the shower? ...Yes
Sat on a rooftop?... Yes
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes?...No
Broken a bone?... Yes
Shaved your head?... No
Blacked out from drinking? ...No
Played a prank on someone?... Yes
Felt like killing someone? ...Yes
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? ...No
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? ...No
Been in a band? ...No
Shot a gun? ...No
Tripped on mushrooms? ...No
Donated Blood? ...Yes
Eaten alligator meat? ...No
Eaten cheesecake? ...YES
Still love someone you shouldn't? ... No
Think about the future? ...Yes
Believe in love? ...Yes
Sleep on a certain side of the bed? ...Yes!

i tag tfl, jummy, lost world, jamash, batty!!

Guys update!!!

hey there my fellow bloggers who read.. yes, i know u sneak up here to read what i write, but are too shy to comment.. hehe!! no probs!!

anyways, life is hectic.. so much going on, tests coming up.. alhamdulillah i think we passed a big test that God had for us!! so its all well now, God loves us a lot, I know that, He never means bad for us, and alls cool!!

btw, my valentines gift.. yoohoo.. i got an HTC touch pro.. yippee!!!! it was so random!! i love it, n i love him.. hehe.. he loves me too :!!!: heheh.. and what else, yep, last night was good.. i had a lot fun, a relaxation from this world that was never there.. i talked to my bro. in pakiland for quite a couple of minutes and it was tremendous!

Besides that eating a bihari kabab roll and dahi puri under the chilly wind and dusky sky with ur soulmate is great!! I can never forget our mini picnic at Mamzar beach, with beach chairs sprawled .. slight drizzle to keep the flow, nihari and bihari kabab.. and us two!!!! :) mashaAllah!!!!

ooh, and the poem on that card, i which i could share, but tis too personal meant just for me... so i m sorry!! ;)

i have quite a busy wknd! hope its all as good as i want it to be!!!
take care
enjoy!

I miss you!

i miss you so much.. i just wanna dig myself in ur arms so that i m in a world of tranquil!!
i really love you n miss you too much. i cant even express it!

i so want you!!
happy birthday
sometimes i donno, i feel maybe u can read all this, i still aint sure... but its a relief for me to write
i knowu know what i feel..
today when there is so much for me to share witrh u, the happiness n the joy, i just cant!!

the night riders!!

Salima Khatoon looked appreciatevely at Meena. Meena.. her youngest of three daughters and two sons. Meena, the prettiest of her children. Meena held Sunbul in one hand and her feeder in the other. Sunbul looked tentatively at Meena.. All three were gathered in Salima Khatoon's room and Salima knew that the one thing that most definitely puts Sunbul to sleep is rocking her to the sweetest rhyme of all times..

baby baby so ja laal palang pe soja
ammi abbu ayen gay, lal khilonay layen gay!!

As Salima sang, Meena joined her and they put lil sumbulina to sleep..
Meena had always been a late sleeper, n early riser.. weird but thats how she was. Salima and Meena talk nineteen to the dozen before they sleep.. today also Meena was in a chitter chatter mood, and salima couldn't say no to her sweet Meena.. Meena needed someone to talk to and Salima is, was and would always be there for her.. as Meena buzzed, Salima couldnt help but notice her arm gestures.. slender, and slim, they were perfect, they looked so awesome on her wedding day.. mehendi till the elbow.. and maroon n gold bangles were the perfect add on for her slender arms. Her jawline, so smooth that one would just wanna touch it to feel that jawlines could also be so pretty.. her hair.. auburn brown, silky but ruffled, clamped with a scrunchie and a bang falling out of it.. Meena was the perfect girl any man could ever desire for..

"Ma.. u know madamae Rukhsana??? "

"Not really"

"Maaaa.. the same one who met u in the workshop"

"Haan haan"

It was good to see Meena talk abt madame Rukhsana.. as a student Meena would never wish to be spending her free time in studies.. and now with one yr old sumbulina as they called her.. she was in the mood of continuing her studies..

life had taken its turn for the worse for Meena .. even if it hadnt, and precisely it hadnt, as God is the all knowing.. Meena, the most beautiful girl in the family .. married to the rich n handsome Ahsan.. was not able to enjoy life with Ahsan.. they couldnt go along together..

Salimas heart throbbed with pain.. she couldnt bear to see the sweetest of her children in such depression... which was depression ac to her.. Her heart pinched her from within when she saw girls as old as Meena and some younger than her happily indulged in lives. A mother is a mother afterall. One who experiences the bliss of marriage could never bear 2 see her daughter in such pain..

And since the night Meena arrived, they beacme the nite riders!!
:(

memories!

hey there!!
my own privvy lil space!!!

aah!!
i donno why today i m remembering all that went on some three to 5 to eight yrs ago!!!!!

why did i have to achieve those records.. without u there to praise me!!! could anything in the world be better than showin u my grade book!!!???? nope!!!! mom, missin u.. seems just like yesterday, when my name was in the papers.. God!!! just when i didnt even did well.. i mean, without u i was pathetic frankly.. i hardly studied.. thanks to S,T, S and H who were brilliant with me... you loved my grades..u surely did.. it had always been my wish to make u proud of me..i think i did! i miss my friends tho.. its true i have new friends.. my best friend is with me.. but that will not stop me from missing S, S and H!!!
and .. i think i cant write morer!!

maybe later.. not now..

Rabb dikhta hai!! yaara mei kya karoon!!!

Tujh mein Rabb dikhta hai, yaara mein kya karoon!!!!

i so agree with this line.. Allah has recommended us to creat Godly qualities in us!! so this goes with it!!!!

though sajday wali baat kuch ajeeb hai!! kaheen shirk na ho jaye!!

khair..
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------is ke ilawa.. hmm i just love typing roman urdu!!! its immense fun.. donno why, but considering chaps out there may hav trouble m stickin to English.. i'm so out of reading n all that at times i feel i m losing all my vocab n all!!!
guess what!! my letter got published.. yoohoooo!!! it s a small step out of the 1000 step ladder.. hahaha
dream cum true...
so i m concentratin on reading.. used to be an avid reader!!!! got so many books from london.. did i mention i went out!!?? :P london, paris, milano, venice, zurich!!!
it was totally fabulous!!

each place now holds a special place!!

i can not forget the snow in switz!! the snow fights we had... ooohoohhohoooooooooo
havin that sno in my glove cladded hand was a feeling, blv me!!!

and i cant walk our foot tours in paris.. booty legs!! fur coats.. wet roads... benches on the pavements!!!

and wat abt the rainy rainy weather in london... dont i just miss it???? course i do!! but home is home.. i love being back!!!

and yeah.. the books, well.. one is totally awesome... i'll keep posting anecdotes frm it!!!

wait for the first one!!

this is my 100th cute ramble!!! :P
cheers
bye

yaadein!!

some things in life never return.. some people in life never revert!

thats precisely what i've learned in 23 yrs of what we call life.
sometimes i get so nosalgic that its hard to hold back myself..

i eat chaat lotsa times, but its never equivalent to that chaat that i shared with you.. i have gone shopping so many times.. but its so not the same without you.. i have had headaches on and off, they never get that better as they did when u kept ur hand on my forehead..

i miss the old times.. i miss goin out with u book shopping.. wowiee.. i have all the best sellers.. u urged me to read. and today i cant part with them.. gosh, i have minimised reading!! u told me to read afshan.. it was the first urdu novel that i took to reading.. and since then, i developed an interest in urdu novels..

and nothing is the same.. i had your love... i cud do anything with it.. after you, you left me to someone who is loving too.. but i cant stop missing you... i just cant come out of the past.. i love karachi so much, not bc its a third world city, but because it has my past right there.. in the streets, my bed room, the kitchen, our lawn, my cats.. they all hold a special memory for me.. there is something in each of them, an essenc which reminds me of the fabulous childhood and teenage i had!! the awesome time that i spent with you.. and today, when i m happy, i want u to be here, and see me.. smiling.. behind the tears!!

ooooohhhh.. the joy!!!

If someone loves you so much, so much so muchhh that they care for ur slightest wishes, your desired pleasures, your awaited dreams, can you not forgive n forget their past mistakes.. i m sure u can

Eid ka din aur eid ki raat!!!! :)

Hey ya'll

Happy Eid mubarakk... haha.. wishin on the third day of Eid.. but well.. was busy enjoying eid with family.. n him.. :)

the first day was amazing.. went for long long drive.. enjoyed.. second day went bowling.. chand raat also was fun.. applied henna.. slept late.. woke up early and then waited for him to come home from eid namaz it was all so good!!!!!!

n guess what heres my eidiyahhh

truly fantabulous!!

Karachii

Sometimes I get asked why do I love Karachi so much!! And I am at a loss of words with them!! How often can you tell people that the only reason sometimes someone needs to go to a city in a third world country is family n ties that bind you!! how often can you tell them that your mother resides in her grave there.. and how can you tell that you miss the misty smell of the mud on that grave.. that you know the one place which has the ability to absorb tears is that mud!!! that the only location that holds all those memories is there!! wish people understand!!

as time nears by, I feel so excited.. Karachi i love you, and Karachi! I miss you!
I miss those evenings, I miss those tea times that I had with my lives right in your centre!!!

Passion!!

my latest funda, passion, tashan.. whatever u wanna call it.. its BADMINTON!!!!! WOOOO

it rocks.. i just love playing...

heres our stuff!!
i used to play badmin. for 25 minutes daily wen in hi skool.. wow.. that was immense fun!

man, i wanna play now..
out..
to hitting the birdie!!1
:D

for ss!!!!

i always contemplate the lyrics of any song, qawwali, whatever it is.. its not just the rythm.. the words count..

and here goes... something i loved as a child, and something i loved as a youth!!!!

first goes:


Aap se milke hum, kuch badal say ga’ay (after having met you, I have changed somewhat)
Shair parhnay lagay, gungunay lagay (I've started reading poetry, humming to myself)

Pehlay mashhoor thi, apni sanjeedgi (first I was well-known for my seriousness)
Ub to jab daykhiyeah muskuranay lagay (now everytime I'm seen smiling)

Aap se milke hum, kuch badal say ga’ay
Shair parhnay lagay, gungunay lagay

Hum ko logo say milnay ka kab shouq tha (when was I ever interested in socializing)
Mehfil araii ka, kab hamay zouq tha (in gatherings, and relish)

Aap kay wastay hum nay yeah bhi kia (for you, I even did this)
Milnay julnay lagay, aanay janay lagay (started mingling, started going out)

Aap se milke hum, kuch badal say ga’ay
Shair parhnay lagay, gungunay lagay

Hum nay jab aap ki daykhe dilchaspiyaan (when I came to know your jolly interests)
Aagaye jab hum mein bhi tabdeliyean (even I changed)

Ik musawwir say ho gaye dosti (I made friends with an artist)
Aur ghazalein bhi sun’nay suna’nay lagay (and started listening and reciting poetry)

Aap ke baray mein pooch baytha koi (when someone asked about you)
Kia kahein hum say kia badhawasi howi (what can I say, I become very nervous.. hobble)

Kehnay wali jo thi, baat wo na kahi (instead of saying what I was suppose to)
Baat jo thi chupani, batanay lagay (I revealed what I was supposed to hide)

Aap se milke hum, kuch badal say ga’ay

Ishq bayghar karay, ishq bayghar karay (love makes you homeless, love makes you homeless)
Ishq ka such mein koi thikana nahi (truly there is no home for love)

Hum jo kal tak thikanay kay thay aadmi (until yesterday, I used to have a place)
Aap se milke kaisay thikanay lagay (after meeting you, look how I've become homeless)

Pehlay mashhoor thi, apni sanjeedgi
Ub to jab daykhiyeah muskuranay lagay

Aap se milke hum, kuch badal say ga’ay
Shair parhnay lagay, gungunay lagay
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and the one i recently started liking ever since it was sung to me!!!

what words.. awesum!!

Husn E Jana Ki Tareef Mumkin Nahi
Aafreen Aafreen, Aafreen Aafreen

Tu Bhi Daikhay Agar To Kahay Hum Nasheen
Aafreen Aafreen, Aafreen Aafreen

Aisa Daikha Nahi Khoobsurat Koi
Jism Jaisay Jantaa Ki Moorat Koi
Jism Jaisay Nigaahon Pay Jaado Koi
Jism Naghma Koi, Jism Khushboo Koi
Jism Jaisay Machalti Hoi Raagni
Jism Jaisay Mehekti Hoi Chandni
Jism Jaisay Khilta Hoi Aik Chaman
Jism Jaisay K Sooraj Ki Pehli Kiran
Jism Tarsha Hoa Dilkash O Dilnasheen
Sandali Sandali, Marmari Marmari
Aafreen Aafreen, Aafreen Aafreen

Husn E Jana Ki Tareef Mumkin Nahi
Aafreen Aafreen, Aafreen Aafreen

Chehra Ek Phool Ki Tarah Shaadaab Hai
Chehra Uska Hai Ya Koi Mehtaab Hai
Chehra Jaise Ghazal, Chehra Jaan E Ghazal
Chehra Jaise Kali, Chehra Jaise Kanwal
Chehra Jaise Tasawwar Bhi Tasveer Bhi
Chehra Ek Khwaab Bhi, Chehra Taabeer Bhi
Chehra Koi Alif Laila Ki Dastaan
Chehra Ek Pal Yaqeen, Chehra Ek Pal Gumaan
Chehra Jaisa Ki Chehra Kaheen Bhi Naheen
Maahroo Maahroo, Mehjabeen Mehjabeen
Aafreen Aafreen, Aafreen Aafreen

Husn E Jana Ki Tareef Mumkin Nahi
Aafreen Aafreen, Aafreen Aafreen

Aankhein Daikhe To Mein Daikhta Reh Gaya
Aankhein Ya Makaday Ka Do Baad Hein
Aankhein In Ko Kahoon Ya Kahoon Khuwaab Hein
Aankhein Neechi Huwi To Haya Bun Gayi
Aankhein Unchi Howi To Dua Bun Gayi
Aankhein Uth Ker Jhuki To Ada Bun Gayi
Aankhein Jhuk Ker Uthi To Qaza? Qada Bun Gayi
Aankhein Jin Mein Qaid Aasman O Zameen
Nargisi Nargisi, Surmayi Surmayi
Aafreen Aafreen, Aafreen Aafreen

Husn E Jana Ki Tareef Mumkin Nahi
Aafreen Aafreen, Aafreen Aafreen

Zulf E Janaan Ki Bhi Lambi Hai Daastan
Zulf Ki Mairay Dil Per Hein Parchiyaan
Zulf Jaisay K Umdi Howi Ho Ghata
Zulf Jaisay K Ho Koi Kaali Bala
Zulf Uljhay To Dunya Pareshaan Ho
Zulf Suljhay To Yeah Deed Aasan Ho
Zulf Bikhray Siyaah Raat Chaanay Lagay
Zulf Lehraye To Raat Janay Lagay
Zulf Zanjeer Hai Phir Bhi Kitni Haseen
Reshmi Reshmi, Amberi, Amberi
Aafreen Aafreen, Aafreen Aafreen

Husn E Jana Ki Tareef Mumkin Nahi
Aafreen Aafreen, Aafreen Aafreen
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My Special Someone's Birthday Bash!!

:)
happy birthday SS (special someone)!
may you have lots of happiness prosperity and joy in your life.. and enjoy your life with ur sweet wife! :)

yesterdy was fun.. his pre bday bash was fun, midnite was fun, and ofcourse SS loved the gift..
it was fun!
and...
fun!!!
love you SS!

Shukr Alhamdulillah!!!

Really.. God is great!!!!!!! no doubts in that, and should never be..

i am hopin everythin goes fine..
had a lots fun :P:P last couple of days..

Wednesday we went to wild wadi, the awesome waterpark in my city.. it was super duper amazing.. then thursday nite bowling nite.. hehe.. we rocked.. he plays too good!!!!!

and today that is friday.. we .. went to play games.. those video games, and air hockey!!!! aaahhh funnnnnnnnn

:)
ciao!

oh, n i have asurprise for a special someone!!!! i just hope it works out goooo00o0o00oDDDdddD

enjoyin!!

okie.. so lotsa fun has been on the way .. we went right into the desert dune bashing.. and then there is another good holiday comin' up.. i m really excited..
all apart.. there are 2 very special days in this month for me.. :D mashaAllah
God bless us always..

oh.. even watched The Dark Knight.. it was terrifically fantabulous!!!loved it..
and there was this movie p.s i luv u.. i so wanted 2 watch it.. so we started watchign it.. and the beginning was total crap.. weird to be precise.. so it wasnt good atleast in the beginning.. any reviews wud be appreciated!!